Dear World
it’s a thought i just had but i haven’t written in this blog for over a year…… shitty.
so here’s a little recap on what’s going on in my life…..
1. last september i got a dui….. you aren’t surprised are you? no? i can’t say i am either.
2. yesterday i quit my job…… i decided i was tired of bullshit. am i happier? god i hope so!
that’s it. that sums up my life…… except for small things, like how i have to walk everywhere all the time because my driving privileges are gone until october. i didn’t actually mind this at first because walking in the winter is nice and even the snow isn’t that bad when you’ve got your headphones on and walking keeps you nice and warm. i even walked to work in a blizzard once and it was no problems, all smooth sailing.
now i fucking hate it. have you ever walked two miles in all black when it’s 2 million degrees outside and people are shouting things and staring at you (sadly i live in a small town where walking is NOT) the norm. let me tell you. it isn’t fun. and not something i’ve ever done because actually i will only walk home at night, i rely on others to take me places during the day and if they don’t i would rather stay home than deal with the bullshit that is summer.
here’s something that bothers me right now. i have a little sister. don’t get me wrong, i do love my young wan but the thing is she is kind of a bitch….. make that totally bitchy. i just asked her to give me a ride to a friends on her way to her friend’s house, basically the same direction and she said no, she tried to get some money for a two minute ride…. at this point you may be thinking “well, giving your sister money is only fair if she is paying for gas” but that’s the thing….. she is not!!!!! my parents buy her gas, she has no job! and when i told her i couldn’t pay her because i now have no job she went, “ugggggh couldn’t you just walk?” i wanted to say, “i could just slap you in the face”…….
and now i may just be being mean, but not bloody likely.
here’s my plan, i’m going to go see if my mom will let me take the car to try to find a job. then the little bitch can walk her ass to her friends party and see how she likes it…. ok!
love you all, excluding the little sis at the moment. and a few other people i don’t really feel the need to mention right now.
Rach
